
I am one of those people who doesn't deal well with change and starting over. That's why the past 12 days have been so difficult on me. The hubs and I made the tough decision to sell our home and look for a place to rent. There were many factors that went into our decision, but on August 1st we made our move into our new "home." After the first couple of days trying to adjust I realized just how unhappy I was. I came to the conclusion that I'm living in someone else's house. It's not my own to do as I please. This to me is a very disheartening thought. (Don't get me wrong. We have a very awesome landlord that gave us permission to paint as we wish and make small changes, but the when it comes down to it it's not our home.) My husband is way more positive about the situation than I am. He's ready to buy new light fixtures, fix the sink, paint every room in the house, ect... I feel like I don't want to put too much money into a home that we won't be staying in long (hopefully.) Well I should say that I fear that we will put money into this home and become too comfortable- meaning no motivation to buy a new home of our own anytime soon. That is my worst fear. I have so many mixed emotions, but I promised after a melt down the other day (loosing my shoe closet was that tragic!) that I would try my best to be positive about the situation. The hubs had it right the other day when he told me to be thankful that we have a roof over our head and the kids are able to stay in the same school district with all their friends. (He's pretty smart like that.)
So I'm trying to make the best of our situation. Today I even retrieved the mail from our new mail box...Something I've been avoiding for the past 12 days... So here's where I invite you to follow along as I try to piece our life back together after the big move. (because let's face it no matter where you move to you will always have to piece everything back together, right?!...lol)